Hi Mafeng

I hope you got my last letter. I didn’t hear back :)

Mummy is fine. Daddy is fine. I’ve considered showing them some of our letters but I don’t know if they’ll get it. Ok ok… I don’t know if I’m ready.

You know, a part of me feels like you left. You left me. I understand you had to go, but also, it was just me. It was us, then it was just me.

Are you alone? I hope not. I know the bible talks about singing and dancing all day long, but doesn’t that just get boring?

Anyway, if there’s really a second life, I hope you’re not bored. I hope there are enough challenges to keep it interesting.

Mafeng, I met the most amazing girl. She makes me feel not alone.

I used to be so worried about you, but I realize now that you didn’t need me to be. You stopped needing me when you left. But I needed you, Mafeng.

Anyway, I’ll tell you more about her soon.

Just wanted you to know I forgive you for leaving.

And you don’t need to respond.

Love, Kyespan.